Infatuation

So I've recently started seeing a new gentleman. He is sweet and funny, smart and articulate, creative and kind. I like him a lot, and I want to make sure I don't mess up with him. Not that I typically do mess up, but I'm extra nervous about this one, because it has so much potential.

I've never been a good dater. I'm a little shy in social situations, and tend to get overwhelmed in crowds. Smaller, more intimate settings definitely work better for me, but those aren't typically what you get in the early stages of dating.

But my sweetie came over to my house yesterday, and we spent several hours sitting outside under the gazebo, enjoying each other's company and the beautiful day. We went for a walk later, his arm around me, holding me close.

Little moments like that keep me going--I can deal with all of the stress and BS that the world throws at me, as long as I have the moments of tenderness and companionship that feed my soul.